The devil

The devil has been after me for most of the day today and part of the day yesterday. I have asked God to remove the hurt that is in my heart and I am sure He will. The hurt has caused ME to have a selfish heart and I hate it!

I just feel that people are not what they want you to think that they are. When you see them in a certain place they are just so sweet and loving but then you can see them at a different place or the same place and treat you like you have the worst disease there is and they are afraid they are going to catch it from you.

I try to think that they are just having a bad day or they have something weighing on their hearts. I always try to give someone the benefit of a doubt.

I honestly believe that the closer you walk with Christ the more it upsets the devil and he just throws things in your path. I know he would like for me to think things like: well that old so and so, I will never speak to her/him again Or why do you want to go back there, they are gonna just treat you so bad.

But, I am a child of the King and I will not let the devil have a victory in my life!! When I hear the devil knocking on my heart door I just ask Jesus if He will get that for me. Jesus has never failed me and I know He is not going to start now. I will continue to speak to the person/people who hurt me, let me down and I will continue to go back to the place that let me down. Cause I know that is what God would have me do.

God brought me there and I know that He will see me through this. There is forgiveness in my heart because God forgive me for my sinful nature and I am sure not one to cast the first stone!

God is so good!!